It's all over : )

I have just had an extreme epiphany!!

I DON'T HAVE TO BE AN ANGRY STUBBORN SCARED IMMATURE IRRESPONSIBLE LITTLE GIRL!!



I can go back to the way I was!! I used to love working out, and making friends and staying organized and doing my homework and planning ahead for the future!! What is my problem? I will now have the power to bring about change, and I can have a voice!! So why not use that? I want to declare my stage of sulkiness at 17 OVER!!

This is when it actually began.. around the time I turned 17.. interesting!! And I am now making sure that I hold myself to this promise. I will become a better person, my old self. I have to end this ridiculous depression and welcome my birthday with joy and hopes for the future.. not thoughts of wrinkles and grey hair. : )

And this is all thanks to Dmitry Grinberg .. who in the past 2 days has pointed out my " indecision, irritability, hostility, constant self-disagreements" along with being "gullible and juvenile" among other things that I don't have documents of proof and support... but that really made me think... there is more wrong with me than I thought. So now with all in consideration... I plan to pursue my better lifestyle with confidence and optimism.