Stress...

I was never one of those people that had panic attacks or ever got really stressed out... but seriously... ive spent an entire weekend of doing nothing but sitting on my BUTT!!! IN FRONT OF THE TV!! FOR 12 HOURS!! And I'm still stressed out like nothing else! I should read... reading helps me escape into new worlds... magical fairy lands where school doesn't exist :D

I don't know whether I want to stay in Calc BC... its crazy difficult... I am so past my days of O Math is EASY!! I'm in my days of.. "help me" I'm soo in over my head... not prepared like nothing else!!

On top of that... I haven't heard from ANY colleges... stupid colleges... I have been feeling SO insecure about my mind and education... nothing like Stevenson and The College Board to make a girl feel stupid.

I just hope it all ends, I get accepted... and live happily ever after... never the less.. this is real life... where I will be sitting around the house moping miserably... not getting accepted anywhere... and living as a bum on the streets.

The End